i'm such a slow worker. gosh i've been doing physics most of today and i dont think i've progressed that much.

i dont know why, but i went to take a nap and woke up in tears one hour later. i wasnt crying lah for god's sake but i had a dream. and it made me realise just how important the people who we love are to us. like my grandmother. so silent, yet so well accomplished. so derserving of respect.

its surprising how beautiful it all looked at 5pm today. out the window, the sun shone with a triumphant blaze and the trees swayed in the wind. and looking at the wall of trees in my lakeview 'backyard', i was reminded of beautiful grass field and forests in distant lands. so surprising to know something that nice lived just in the backyard, waiting to be appreciated.

but for now, its time to get back to work. god please give me the strength. you understand my worries and blockages, and i trust you fully.

-off.
posted by halfpastfour- at 7:44 PM [edit]